My heart is broken. Along with my blessings, which are uncounted, and my sins uncountable. I dont know how i'll live from now on, or how i'll progress, in this living hell, my heart withers away, even when im still so young. Is this even possible? I look out at the sky died with rainbow colours, and i know that i lost my chance, one that i cannot name, and i already know i cant do anything about it. But alas, why should i try to make my days enjoyable...? When there's really nothing to enjoy.